S'il vous plait, s'il vous plait... quelqu'un.. n'importe qui... s'il vous plait.. Aidez-moi.

" Elle sourit souvent mais parle peu. "

Passer une nuit en dormant vraiment ça serait sympa. Bientôt un mois que je n'ai pas eu une seule vraie nuit. Je ne savais même pas que c'était possible de rêver aussi réel.
Je me réveille de mauvaise humeur, forcément. J'attends une heure et ça va mieux. Mais dès que je referme la porte le soir c'est reparti. Un peu comme une gueule de bois, de 23h à 8h du matin.

Je suis épuisée.

" Sauvagerie des enfants trop sages. "

Bonjour monsieur. Vous m'émouvez.

La caresse du soleil. Mordre dans une fraise. Un regard en coin. Nager. Laisser tomber ses cheveux. Le bruit de l'océan. Prendre une photo. Marcher, marcher, marcher, marcher. Et du champagne, évidement.
Et tout va bien.

Devine. J'ai jamais su. Comment être belle, comment être intéressante, comment faire rire, comment faire sourire, comment aimer, comment ne pas aimer, ne plus aimer. Comment grandir, comment ne pas grandir trop vite, comment te regarder, comment le regarder, comment dire, et surtout, parfois, ne pas dire. Comment être silencieuse. Comment être vivante.

Mais voilà. C'est moi. Point.


On apprend toujours quelque chose.

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" Ce qui se passe en soirée reste en soirée. "

Juste que l'on soit bien d'accord.